Why am I writing this?

I have known many, many people who have had their dogs die from cancer. In many cases, the cancer was too far advanced to treat. Of those who did treat, you don't know the details of what they went through. It sounds quite simple when summarized with 'we went though chemo and he lived 2 years'. There is a whole lot more emotion and decisions to be made. Treatment is not always simple.

This blog is my own personal experience. Some days are filled with frustration, others are filled with laughter. If anyone is offended, I can't apologize for my emotions. I typed what I felt at the time. It does not mean I feel the same today. If you want clarification, just ask. No matter my frustrations, I know my vet and oncologist are doing a fantastic job of caring for Arri. He just is not co-operating by being a 'typical' case.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

January 24, 2012:

Treatment 12:  Tim and I both made the trip today.  We dropped off my van in the process for an oil change and whatever else they find.  It is always something.  I’ve put a lot of miles on that vehicle in the last 2 weeks.  We had a fairly uneventful drive.  It is 27 degrees and dry roads.    We saw 4 police before we even left the county. 
Today was a reality check.  So far this journey has been incredibly easy.   I had lulled myself into believing that would not change.  When Kathy came to get Arri, she mentioned that we would need to start applying a product called Aquaphor.  It is an OTC lotion for dry, chapped skin.  Arri would need it at least 3 times a day but not before treatment.  So the last application would be before bed and the next would be after treatment. 
Arri was happy to see Kathy but did not want to go back with her.  I walked him to the door and he went willingly at that point.  This was my realization that the rest of the journey will not be all tail wags.
Treatment took a few minutes longer than normal.  When Arri came out, Kathy handed me a prescription bottle.  Reality check head slap.  It was a pain medication that we will start out with 3 times a day and then adjust as necessary.  She said his leg was going to start to get ‘ouchie’ now. 
He was quite the scavenger today.  Arri tried to eat a plastic bag, a towel and a glove.  This was after he ate his lunch.  Tomorrow, instead of putting the food in the bowl, I am going to spread it around the back of the van.  It will take him longer to eat and maybe, just maybe he will not try to eat the van.  He generally settles down after about 10 minutes.

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